have you ever wondered:
if you are doing what you want to do and not what you do out of obligation.
if you are being controlled or are in control of your actions.
if you know reality from delusions.
if you know what you take as a fact to be a lie or the truth.
if you have the motivation to continue or you are just being pushed along.
if you have even thought about the consequences not the immediate results.
if
you even want to continue your life as it is...
think about it
